Fear of a Female Planet

Im all moved in to a non shitty house, FINALLY. 4 months, 3 different houses. How ridiculous. I'm listening to some good dub reggae and eating a peach.

I'm really, REALLY addicted to peaches and lupini beans. Life is finally beautiful again.

love it.

What a boring, lazy Monday. I tried to make scrambled eggs this morning and found out that:
1) We dont have a frying pan and
2) Someone ate 5 of my 12 eggs.

It would have been cool if I didnt hate this house so badly. So, I got all pissy and angry. I need to calm down and remember that Im getting out of here as soon as possible.

Im a faggot. Whatever, I do what I want.


IM SO FUCKING BORED. I hate days off when I have nothing to do. I would love a day off if I had something EXCITING to experience. Also, Im starting to get really fucking sick of my roommate. She wont leave the fucking basement open tomorrow to let me do laundry, and she has to ask her dad before she can turn on the air conditioning, so I get to bake in the heat. FUCK THIS HOSUE. The laundry thing is so fucking inconsiderate, just because her room is downstairs doesnt mean that I shouldnt be allowed to do my laundry on my goddamn day off. One week till moving.

"ITS AWESOME!"

"24?"

"YOU, RETARD"


mmmm abusive.

Amy Winehouse is seriously fucking amazing. I move in 10 days and I just started packing today. Im excited.

Show me a picture of Mick Jones that DOESNT make you laugh, and Ill show you a liar.



Once again my paycheck was less than I expected it to be, and I have a huge phone bill. I love independance and all that stuff, but damn if Im sick of responsibility. I feel like a beat down old woman living paycheck to paycheck. Im moving back to Mississauga in 21 days, and then maybe Ill have a bit more money to play around with, which will be amazing, because then I wont have to feel the sting of guilt asking my mom for groceries, or getting bus fair off of people at work, or having Nelson give me 5 bucks so I can eat lunch at work. Ugh.

I love when weather waits til I have somewhere to go before it decides to piss rain all over my day. And I have an exam tonight. FUN FUN FUN FUN FUN FUN FUN

I really dont like thinking people are fucking with me.
I also really dont like the fact that the only boys that like me are the ones I dont want.



I got home today from work and felt like sobbing. Instead I drank port, smoked cigars, and ate nachos. Oh vices, what would I do without you?

A Week and one day until school is over, and exams start. A week and one day until Im free, and less than a month till I move. I was at Sheridan for 8 hours yesterday, and Ill probably be there another 8 today, but hopefully Ill get my print project done entirely, and start my last painting of the year. Its so close I can almost taste it.

Wet winter left me cold and crying,
Beaten black and blue,
Someone said there's no harm in trying,
Nothing else to do.

I'm just a-walking in the sunshine,
Leave your troubles all behind you,
I think I'll drink a little red wine,
I'll take you where they'll never find you.

Sad songs, well I've heard to many,
Words that didn't rhyme,
Long years never had a penny,
But we spend the time.

Just a-walking in the sunshine,
Try to keep from going under,
I think I'll drink a little red wine,
Ain't no use to sit and wonder.

As I would say?

Autumn eve and the leaves are falling,
'till the trees are bare,
Summer's gone I can hear you calling,
Haven't got a care.

Just a-walking in the sunshine,
Leave your troubles behind you,
I think I'll drink a little red wine,
I'll take you where they'll never find you.

As I would say?


Best ska song I have ever heard. Seriously.
I found out today I work with a rockstar. The Meligrove Band. Check them out, hes the drummer. They have real music videos, 3 albums, Toured with Dinosaur Jr twice, Toured all around the world. I want to marry everyone I work with already.

No more hair.

Horace Andy going a reggae version of Aint No Sunshine might be aural sex.



That is all.

I GOT THE JOB!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


I start next Wednesday! I AM SO READY TO START NOW.

I was just looking up the prices for flats for rent in Brixton in London. 170 quid a WEEK! A WEEK!!!! FOR A ONE BEDROOM APARTMENT!


HOW THE FUCK AM I GOING TO MOVE TO THIS COUNTRY!?

LMFAOOOOOOOOOO Oh Shane

BEST. HOLIDAY. EVER.

Guinness, green beer, my roomies getting fucking TRASHED, making fun of my other roomies boyfriends name (his name is boyco. We call him Boys incorporated)

AND THE BAR PLAYED THE SPECIALS, DEPECHE MODE AND BIG AUDIO DYNAMITE!!!!!!! I WAS TEMPTED TO JUMP ON THE TABLE AND SING!!!

I have come to a conclusion thast breakfast is my favorite meal. There is nothing better, greasier or more grotesque than someone like me, makeupless, unwashed, sitting on the couch eating fried buttery food, drinking strong tea and smoking a cigarette.


I wish I had time to make breakfast every day.


Im excited for St. Pats tonight. Im broke, but I convinced the roomie to buy me a pint and Im gonna flirt with old british men for more drinks. Or so I say.

My job interview was today. It was AMAZING. I was so nervous to begin with, but the manager was adorable and really friendly. I told her about Crybaby and how Im a dork and have the soundtrack, and she told me she had it too and brought it in on Tuesdays to play in the store when they restock shelves. So fingers crossed for me, because this job would be amazing!

♥ to you all

Lady Luck has been on my side as of late apparently. I got a call today from Star Entertainment, that B-Movie store I applied to a few weeks ago. They want me to come in for an interview Friday at 3:30. I am nervous as hell, because I always manage to fuck things up when I get locked in a room with someone who has my fate in their hands. I need this job more than anything, and it seems like a fun place! Where else can I hang out with stoner punk boys and watch John Waters movies, and get paid for it??

Wish me luck peeps, Imma need it.

It was so gorgeous out today. Tomorrow is supposed to be more of the same. Im going to go to school with just a sweater, no jacket, and I KNOW Ill regret it, but this is the warmest its been in months, and Im taking advantage of it dammit.

The Good The Bad and The Queen were on Letterman tonight. (P.S. Lettermans band doing Policy of Truth by DM made me laugh hard) They did Herculean, which I didnt really want to hear, but oh well, they were still pretty good. 3/5 stars.



Oh Paul.

My life is complete. Paul Simonon and Johnny Rotten in one weekend. Paul signed my copy of Combat Rock, and my tickets. He talked to me. He called me luv. And I was at the fucking barrier for their show. They were fantastic, they played the entire album all the way through. Everytime Paul would come over to us he would smile and pose and pout. He looked so happy to be onstage. ♥

I cant even speak about this right now. I look like a jackass in the picture and I dont even care. He was fucking amazing. He signed my copy of Second Edition by PIL, he signed a guys acoustic guitar and sang Lou Reed to us, he made out with old pictures of himself. And he was NICE. He wasnt mean at all. He was cute and witty and fun and weird. A girl had a polaroid camera and gave me a picture she took of me and aj and him, so I have one to keep.

Theres pictures on the Edge Website with us in the background too